You remember in school. You wanted an A. Never wanted a B, C or an F. Somehow that feeling has spilled over into adulthood.
For instance, I've been doing a job for about 13 years. There was an opportunity to take on a more prominent role in an area. I was scared. Didn't quite understand but asked questions. Planned and then executed. I got it slightly wrong. Slightly. I didn't get that A :-(
I am at the gym. The workout calls for 10 Burpees with Pull-up. I've yet to do a Burpee correctly, and don't get me started about pull-ups. My coach comes to me "at least you're trying." Ugh.. TRY? There is no Try, only Do. Again, I didn't get an "A".
I don't like not getting it right. Trying. I'm always freaking Trying. Can't I just knock it out of the park, just once?
Sorry but we all want As. We just do.
Okay. Time to move on.
I am looking for new blogs to read. I would really love to read about other woman in their 50s who are living active lifestyles and cooking amazing yet simple food. Can you recommend any? I wish I had more time to be THAT BLOG... There I go again, wanting A's. LOL.